joyeux anniversaire

Riddle me this 

Riddle me that 

Who would I see 

At the drop of a hat ? 

-

Empathy Is your gift 

Lingering you remain 

Eloquently you reply 

Nothing is forsaken 

Another path we have taken 

Wherever you may be, whatever challenge comes your way, have no fear mon amour, the gods are with you on this day. And they are here to stay. 

 

Yours always 

- your twin flame 

New Beginnings

Universe I plead to you, as you’ve always guided me to a new plateau, help me once more. I know I asked for this, for a major change. The night is darkest just before dawn, well it's so dark I can’t see a thing. But I have Faith. 

This Faith comes from my deepest Conscious, the same that lets me fall into a deep sleep every night. Knowing I am free of any negative karmic energy, it gives me peace, and I wouldn’t trade this for anything. No regrets, at least so far. I am true to myself. I am true to my beliefs, the same beliefs that have set me on a path of… I have yet to learn what path this leads me to, but again, I have faith. 

Universe I plead to you, once more, Guide me. Give me the temperament to engage in whatever journey life brings me. I don’t want to be faithless, it is a dark lonely path. I simply want to thrive. 

Being aware of this Matrix prison we are born in, certainly doesn’t help, however, for this same reason, of being aware, being awake, knowing what lays deep, that not everything is as it seems, quite the opposite in most cases. This fact has shaken my faith on more than one occasion, but it has also evolved it. And this experience is not the exception. I don’t know what I am supposed to do, as a matter of fact, I've never known. Sometimes or better said, most times, I feel lost. 

With this feeling, I was born, and with this feeling I have grown. Everything is changing. No one is ever ready for change, and I am not the exception. The only thing left for me to do is plead. I plead to the universe, that gave me life, the unseen, the incomprehensible. Please guide me once more. I am in your hands. I may not know what my place is in this world, but I know one thing. My humanity is not for sale. 

I long to feel this humanity at its peak once more. Some day…

Until then, I have no choice, but to embrace the experience.

Polemic

Conformist: a person who conforms to accepted behavior or stablished practices; conventional, compliant, conformable, docile, follower, sheep. 

I cannot trust a corrupt government

Election Fraud , Legislations, Bureaucracy...

since when has any government cared about health?

I cannot trust the pharmaceutical Industry

Medication cost, Hospital bills, Vaccine endorsements...

since when are pharmaceuticals not a business?

I cannot trust a corporate news outlet

Billionaires and Conglomerates, all media owners...

since when is the news not biased?

-

The only thing I can trust is my Intuition

-

I believe we came to this world to be free.

Free to think for ourselves,

Free to express our own opinions, 

and specially free to choose our own destiny. 

While never imposing our own will on others...

This is my believe. 

when somebody says, "I know whats best for you"

I beg to differ, but only I !

...know whats best for me 

You want to give me a Pandemic, I say you are Pathetic

and go ahead, call me Polemic

I am only Free

You are welcome to join me

ASCENSION

Among the crowd is where you have to be 

Above the sky is where I long to be

for I do not favor crowds

Ascension.

I yearn for it

obsessed with personal growth

Why cant we just be

someone has to lead

might as well be me

Stimulants.

we live in the era of stimulants

I am guilty of this

Positive outlook I must have

this life is a Matrix

I just laugh

Poema a la Sagitaria

Saber que existe una persona como tu me da esperanza
Inolvidable Fuego, con esos besos yo si puedo..
Resurgida como el ave fenix, de regreso a la vida estas
Lento Lento! conversar contigo es un reto,
Espontanea, Espontanea de mas!
Yes her english is terrible, but that smile is uncomparable

obrigado universo pelo uma noite única, com uma mulher única.

New Plateau

People watching

Feeling eye catching

If I feel this good in a sub-par plateau

granted is extraordinary, I can only imagine the stability and excitement I shall feel as Top Tier.

Laser Focused

I've never wanted something more

I've never understood something so clearly

I´ve never felt so close to my essence as I do now.

90% complete

enjoying every moment

refusing to engage in the spoils of temptation

For what´s to come I do not know,

all is left for me is to grow. 

Perfection (prologue)

Writing the perfect Blog... Literally

As I strive to write the perfect Blog with the perfect words and the perfect rhymes I notice my perfect thoughts. 

why am I so perfect?

was I born this way?

did I become perfect through my own experiences?

Is it possible for me to help others become perfect as well?

all these perfect questions are giving me a perfect appetite, now I am thinking about having a perfect meal. but first! a perfect coffee. 

(BTW, I am listening to the perfect song right now.. which song you ask, I will tell you... 

In the perfect moment.

Needless to say yesterday, last week, last month, and last year have been far from perfect, but today...

Is Perfect.

Anyways, back to my point

By the time you read this whoever you may be, you will realize just how lucky you are to be blessed and fortunate to come across this blog. do you think it happened by chance? destiny? or was it just...

the perfect moment...

mmm... Perfection

I am in love with it

come! let's make perfect love.

"Freak" !!

who are you talking to? 

me?

no Love...

just perfect.

mmmm...

WTF is this??

this is perfection baby

a perfect person's thoughts...

planted on a perfect canvas

written with the perfect words.

God, I love it!

and God loves my Blog

because he is perfect...  like me.

and like you.

Plot Twist!!

We are all perfect, everything is perfect. and I am perfectly fine if you do not agree.

Self Love

What I want, I cannot have
What I desire, I cannot fulfill

At least not yet

Not until I stop wanting
Not until I fulfill myself

For whats to come I do not know
All is left for me is to grow

I am learning to let go
I am learning to be free
I am learning to be me

I.. I.. I !
Sol selfish and dont ask why

No more waiting for a sign
Life is here, this time is mine

On the verge of Re-awakening,
Universe I give myself to thee

My Love is free is not to buy
I solemn swear this
Till I die.

Free Yourself

"Everything that can be invented, already has."

"Everything that can be said, has been said."

Nothing is new! 

so why Innovate?

why challenge the system?

why not just follow a Dogma, and not just resist ´em?

easier to follow..

easier to have all the answers

easier to follow your brother

easier to be chained to Faith

even if is of another

But is not my job 

to knock down faith

Faith is not the problem

Faith is not the solution 

my Job is to question everything

and in this job that I´ve created,

I must say I´ve been sedated.

for noone has all the answers

if they do.. 

then it requieres faith to believe them as so.

Anti religion!

why am I so Driven?

ist it the faith?

is it devotion?

perhaps a loved one trapped in this Poison.

If you are hungry, eat.

if you are tired, sleep

It does not take a wise man to know that one has needs

It does not take a wise man to realize some good deeds

Less is more!

cant you see

stop following the herd

there is no need for plea

If Life had all the answers, 

how boring would this be

If I had all the answers 

what purpose is for me?

Allow yourself to discover

Allow yourself to feel

-

writting to myself,

and perhaps to someone else

reflecting I must do,

My faith evolves as my heart melts

and to you, I wish you could..

Liberty of Emotion

It has not been easy

Writing to myself

Looking for myself

An ongoing journey

I dont want to look back

I refuse to look forward

All that i care about 

Is what im striving toward

Sayonara Enfatuation 

Been there done that

Dont care about reactions

Could care less about feelings 

Emotionless journey

Is just me and my dealings 

Wont you recall

how I freed my mind

Last time i did it

I was thought to be kind

This time is Liberty of Emotion

I decided not to care

I decided not to bare 

Without thoughts and emotions

I decided not to share

Up next.. 

Liberty of the Soul

A one way journey

To relinquish control 

Reckoner

For you,
Who still has my heart.
Not a day goes by, where you dont cross my mind
I long for your embrace..

For you,
Who treated me as I am.
Who showed me love and respect,
And never neglect
I dream about you so..

For you,
Who debated every word I said..
I would trade any day to have one more debate with you

For you,
Who made me believe..
I never thought possible
To feel a connection as I did

I loved you so..
As briefly as it was
I love you so..
As distant as we are
I will keep loving you
As indifferent as you have become

Bon Anniversaire mon Amour

Disdain

As much as I want it..
As much as I miss you

This road is blocked
I am left without compass
I am left without choice

A connection was made
Same connection has broken
You turned your back
Don't expect to be woken

Inspite of my love,
there is nothing to gain
All I can do,
is write my thoughts
with disdain.

Au revoir mon seul et unique amour 11:11

Reclaim my Love

Lonely nights
Sleepless nights
Looking out the window
Dim lights

Grasping my pillow
Imagination is limited
I long for your embrase
Remembering when we met

The more I try to stay away
The more my thoughts betray me
I may appear distant
But I am missing you greatly

Seems unwise to not let go
But is less wise to just lay low
For I have never denied myself
I know what I want
I know who I want
Tell me you are mine
And my wish you shall grant

I want your fire
Fulfill my desire

Limbo

"The truth shall set me free"
Or so I thought..

Unsatisfied
Unstable
Unlike yesterday,
I was able.

So many irrelevant thoughts
Im tired of waiting
Im tired of needing
Surroundings are empty
My mind keeps bleeding

Is out of my hands
When there is no reciprocity
There are no plans
There is no motivation
There is no destination

Stuck in the past
Stuck in the future
Stuck in this Limbo
Im left without humor

I want to reach out
And i wanna keep out
As much as i want it
You fill me with doubt

Of course!
How meloncolic, In the middle of greatness, and feel nothing but cursed

And great this life is
To have everything with a breeze

Driven by pride
You know when to hide
Meanwhile im punished
Left in Limbo to die

Metaphorically speaking
Your love i am seeking

Please dont say well never find a way
I wanna be with you, even though i dont pray.

"Your love shall set me free"
Evolution.

Covenant

Believe me believe me
When I say.
The truth I have is true I swear

"To each its own"

For in this eyeblink we call life,
Many paths you will find..
The path is always changing

All that a person can do
Is believe what they have lived
All that you can do
Is believe what you have built
All that I can do
Is to live and not feel guilt

Chaos!

Everyone is out of control !
What happens when your beliefs interfeer with my own?

Balance!

Other thoughts i cant control
Many paths have been foretold
My god is absolute, you dont know?
Now thats a statement that is bold

Freedom!

What if i told you the truth?
What if i dont accept this truth?
What if i have my own truth?

Question everything we must,
Or not..

For some like to live blind
For some strive to make a dime
All we can do
is try to do good
For we are all living this time

Believe me believe me
when i say
the truth i have is true i swear

Take me as I am.
My beliefs are my own
But if you force your creed upon me,
Ill be happier alone.

Love!
Above all.

Perspective

No regrets, What the Soul wants, the Soul gets.

Ups and downs will always be
In the end there is no "me"
For life is Blissful, when you´re free

Follow the elements, thats the key

Act with the will of a burning Fire
Always think yourself as higher
Clense yourself with pure water
Is best to exile when life´s hotter
breathe in the rich Air,
feel this firm Earth
And treat yourself with care
Roam as a free Spirit
Never as a victim

No matter the obstacle
No matter the wall
Life is a lesson
Of course you will fall

And in this lesson you will learn
What you always truly knew
Follow your instincts
Follow your Soul
Every day brings something new

No regrets. To love and be loved
The universe lets.

Never have I ever

Never have I ever
Is been easy Im to clever..
Until now?

I want to be clear
And get rid of all fears
Mind blank, new beginnings
Is hard to adjust with brand new feelings

My mind is left with all this questions

Where did she come from?
What is her temptation?
Could this end in a relation?

Never have I ever!

What Im I trying to say..
With an equal like her,
I just may..

"In her skin I find bliss
In her mind there is peace
As I loose myself in her gaze
My world changes with each kiss..
Damn! Who ever thought I would write about this"

Never have I ever!

life is now Im filled with passion, this is the only way to live

All that builds me, cures and lights me, to my lover I shall give.     

                           

Never have I ever felt this way..                         

And thats all I have to say about that.

Free-Will vs Attraction

Unwillingness to express my expectations

Reset.

I have no expectations.

Lack of reciprocity,

evolves into freedom.

Temptation is present in all directions.

as much as I wanted it, 

is not a game of confessions.

Time is now, I live it well!

My mistakes have made me change,

to value this time is to respect life, 

is in my nature, live free from a cage.

The ability to choose between a different action

Mind body and Spirit, blissful unity 

that dies in attraction?

"Creation is an act of sheer will, next time it will be flawless"

There is always a next time..

Sequence

Every sequence takes its toll.

a lesson learned, a habit breaks.

Achievement of the mind..

nevermind the past 

enjoy the freedom out of cast

for blissful thinking does not last.

every exerience is a lift

embrace the future

is a gift.

Next!

Aftermath

To think or not to think?
this is my question.

Logic versus sentiment
my never ending struggle

Focus!

How can I focus?
with every thought,
I am questioned by sentiment

In my on Limbo I stand
surrounded by emptiness
that Ive learned to enjoy,
or am I afraid?

Is desire and fear
year after year..

Waiting for someething to happen..
conceded, Ive become.

Thoughts on paper can disguise
the ideal picture that one buys.

Surprise me Life, please do!
Is quite clear.
On my own I cant escape
The mundane has left me blind

Resigned...

For I no longer walk a path
Ive grown tired of doing the math.