Aftermath

To think or not to think?
this is my question.

Logic versus sentiment
my never ending struggle

Focus!

How can I focus?
with every thought,
I am questioned by sentiment

In my on Limbo I stand
surrounded by emptiness
that Ive learned to enjoy,
or am I afraid?

Is desire and fear
year after year..

Waiting for someething to happen..
conceded, Ive become.

Thoughts on paper can disguise
the ideal picture that one buys.

Surprise me Life, please do!
Is quite clear.
On my own I cant escape
The mundane has left me blind

Resigned...

For I no longer walk a path
Ive grown tired of doing the math.