New Beginnings

Universe I plead to you, as you’ve always guided me to a new plateau, help me once more. I know I asked for this, for a major change. The night is darkest just before dawn, well it's so dark I can’t see a thing. But I have Faith. 

This Faith comes from my deepest Conscious, the same that lets me fall into a deep sleep every night. Knowing I am free of any negative karmic energy, it gives me peace, and I wouldn’t trade this for anything. No regrets, at least so far. I am true to myself. I am true to my beliefs, the same beliefs that have set me on a path of… I have yet to learn what path this leads me to, but again, I have faith. 

Universe I plead to you, once more, Guide me. Give me the temperament to engage in whatever journey life brings me. I don’t want to be faithless, it is a dark lonely path. I simply want to thrive. 

Being aware of this Matrix prison we are born in, certainly doesn’t help, however, for this same reason, of being aware, being awake, knowing what lays deep, that not everything is as it seems, quite the opposite in most cases. This fact has shaken my faith on more than one occasion, but it has also evolved it. And this experience is not the exception. I don’t know what I am supposed to do, as a matter of fact, I've never known. Sometimes or better said, most times, I feel lost. 

With this feeling, I was born, and with this feeling I have grown. Everything is changing. No one is ever ready for change, and I am not the exception. The only thing left for me to do is plead. I plead to the universe, that gave me life, the unseen, the incomprehensible. Please guide me once more. I am in your hands. I may not know what my place is in this world, but I know one thing. My humanity is not for sale. 

I long to feel this humanity at its peak once more. Some day…

Until then, I have no choice, but to embrace the experience.